therapy

[zen_of_kabaji]

It's only been a few sessions and I can't help but feel exhausted from them. I know I was more hurt than I let on, but I really don't want to go back to the hospital. I prefer to be home.

I miss teaching a lot though. I miss all my kids. I really hope they are all doing well at other preschools. I just don't know when I'll be allowed to go back to teaching. Probably not until the doctor clears me. And when the daycare is no longer considered a crime scene and even if I do, I don't know if I want to go back to that place. It's probably a mess and needs a lot of work to make it the way it was before.

What's more...I had plans for Valentines day this year. I wanted to take Ryou dancing or something. Not happening. I'm sorry, darling. I promise as soon as the doctor clears me, I'll make up for missing Valentines day. I hope chocolates are okay instead.

Comments

[damagedviolin.livejournal.com]

Please don't give up on the daycare, Munehiro...

[zen-of-kabaji.livejournal.com]

Choutarou... I... I'll have to see. If I can go back there and be okay. If the kids can be okay. More them than me. It was a scary thing and I need to know the kids feel safe in that place. If they don't...then... I don't know what I'm going to do.

[gekidazejanai.livejournal.com]

Chocolates are just fine. I was thinking we could have a quiet night in with Arashi instead, anyway. Maybe talk to her about how she's getting a little brother soon, too? And hey, as far as the daycare goes, if you want to move to a different site, we'll find a way. If you want to level the place and rebuild it from your own design, I'm sure Atobe would be able to point us to the right sorts of people to talk to for that. I'm with you one hundred percent on this, babe.

[ooc: Strikes screened to Kabaji.]

[zen-of-kabaji.livejournal.com]

That sounds like a great plan That too. I hope she'll be okay with it. ....thank you. Thank you for everything. I love you so much and you're really saving me right now.

[gekidazejanai.livejournal.com]

So do I. I love you, too, Hiro. So you just relax and let me handle everything, ok?

[jirouvolley.livejournal.com]

Well, if it's the state of the daycare that's in contest....I know some people who fix stuff really quickly and cheaply, too! There's no reason to stop the daycare once you're all better.

[zen-of-kabaji.livejournal.com]

I might need them. I know that the door is...it's broken. And there's probably a lot of blood...

[jirouvolley.livejournal.com]

Well, don't worry about it! Kei-kun and I'll do stuff and it'll be better than new :D

You'll be back to teaching in no time~

[zen-of-kabaji.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Jirou. I don't know how I'll repay you.

[jirouvolley.livejournal.com]

Mmm, we're friends. There's not any repayment involved. Just keep being awesome~

[zen-of-kabaji.livejournal.com]

U...Usu. Thank you. Seriously.

[atoberex.livejournal.com]

[ooc: As soon as the police released the crime scene, Atobe had it cleaned and it is being repaired, not just from the crime damage, but anything else that needed doing too. Atobe says the new roof was totally justified. >.>]

Your health is all that matters, Munehiro. Take care of yourself. Don't make me side with that husband of yours...

[zen-of-kabaji.livejournal.com]

Usu.....But you're such good friends... I'm sure you'll both continue to scold me should I try to go beyond doctor's orders for me.