therapy

It's only been a few sessions and I can't help but feel exhausted from them. I know I was more hurt than I let on, but I really don't want to go back to the hospital. I prefer to be home.

I miss teaching a lot though. I miss all my kids. I really hope they are all doing well at other preschools. I just don't know when I'll be allowed to go back to teaching. Probably not until the doctor clears me. And when the daycare is no longer considered a crime scene and even if I do, I don't know if I want to go back to that place. It's probably a mess and needs a lot of work to make it the way it was before.

What's more...I had plans for Valentines day this year. I wanted to take Ryou dancing or something. Not happening. I'm sorry, darling. I promise as soon as the doctor clears me, I'll make up for missing Valentines day. I hope chocolates are okay instead.